Chel-c

The vitamin you need to allow you to make the same mistakes over and over again.

If relationships were easy…

we wouldn’t feel like shit. 

I would like to open up to you…



…but you never give me the chance to talk.

I should be catching my tears in a jar…

I’d be saving a lot of water.

You are a large influence on how I am feeling.

Stop making me unproductive, and be a mind-reading sweetheart. 

I’ve fallen for someone who has fallen for many.

You’re so irritating

After the third time you say a time to meet, why don’t you just stick to it.

I’m shaking with insecurities.

I feel almost physically ill seeing these pictures of you with your past.

How am I any better? Do you miss any of them? How is our relationship different?

Things you will never hear.

I know I made the right decision…

But why does it have to feel like this?

Nothing says ‘Happy Valentine’s Day’ like a prank.

I just want to show how much I care. 

If there was one emotion I wish I would never feel again, it would be…

Jealousy.

Don’t you hate it…

…when you fall head over heels when you know it can’t last.

Should never ask. Should not care.

Defense is all I have to stay happy.

I made out with your best friend.



That really makes me an empowered individual…or a two-cent gutter slut. ;D

I feel so alone.

Even my internet addicted ex at least has internet people to play games with and have conversations with. 

I have friends/sisters two hours away.

I have a roommate that’s always busy.

I have guys that want to get in my pants that I am not interested in.

Glad it’s almost Thanksgiving Break? Most definitely. 

Single me…

  • Is happier
  • Is more social
  • Is more creative
  • Focuses on school and homework
  • Has the need to be with someone
  • Wants to cuddle
  • Gets in relationships flings and realizes that quickly
  • Puts her heart back out where it will be crushed again
  • Wants to figure out who she is
  • Is still happier

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